A Year in Review

hmmm... This year started out with a bang. And it's going out with one too. In the middle I've had some ups and downs, made some mistakes, lived with regret. But in the end I think I've made the right choices and I am finally on track. I've made some wonderful friends, or spent time with those from years past, who will, obviously, be a part of my life forever.
Michelle, Britteny, Mandy, Kim, Nathan, Alex, Jesse, and a few others... I couldn't have made it through the year with out you and I am greatful that you all find time in your lives for me.
I don't really want to go through each month and pick out the good times from the bad, I know they were both there... What I want to say is I'm so happy I was able to share 2006 with the people I did. I wouldn't have wanted it anyother way. I've made it through this year with the people around me and I don't really think I tell them enough how much they truely mean to me, so anyone reading this I hope you know that, I love you guys. You made this year what it was. For the good, the bad, and the ugly, Thanks :)

Merry Merry Merry Merry Christmas...

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I love christmas... yea i know it's only the 19th but christmas starts today for me. last day of classes. i pretty much rock at life because i have mistletoe on my head. Michelle you would fricken love it you have no idea... we had a pancake breakfast at school today... whats better then free pancakes.... ill tell you... COFFEE. yea i had too much of that today too... lots of sugar. oh my god im hyper

Frustrated...

Have you ever wanted to grab some ones shoulders and shake them till they pass out... but don't do it because you're not quite sure how they'd react... yea thats how i feel right now.... k so I'm slighly weird but I have a friend who is mucha in denial about her life and i just want to smack her. I know I'm right, so that sounds conceited but it's true. I'm very good at judging people.. and for her i know i have it dead on. i just wish i could make her see how awesome she truely is, but because of her mum she is so self depricating. Anyways, she knows im right cuz whenever i talk to her about it i see it in her eyes, the way she goes quiet and her jaw clenches just that little bit. but whatever. lol
anyways this has been a happy post.

Christmas time is here....

WOOT CHRISTMAS DANCE TONIGHT
Yea I'm a tad excited... its weird tho I didn't even know what i was going to wear... actually as a matter of fact i still dont know what im going to wear i brought a few different things and ill have to choose soon lol. other then that not a heck of a lot of exciting things have been going on.. the storm has been sucking but so far so good on the power usage... we still had it when i left for school thismorning.
i feel really tired all the time so its probably a good thing that the christmas break is happening soon... not that it will be much different from school seeing as how i only have one class a day... you'd think i could handle that but oh no its math so im getting thirty fucking percent in that class... i wish that i didnt have to learn new things or things that are irrelevent to my life... like graphing... who the fuck graphs... i know i sure dont. right now we are doing geometry which is useless but easy. thats the thing the things i know trig geometry finances things like that i do really really well on, others i dont and so i dont do them because im easliy frustrated with myself which causes me to fail.. i hate failing. if i dont get something i usually give up. im a quitter and i know it. whatever. im dropping math which means coming to school will be useless seeing as i'd only have acting and i never do anything in that class taking em next semester... woot retard math.

Winter evening of music

well its sort of weird. today we set up for the ballenas winter evening of music thing we do every second week of december with the school bands and choir and shit and it was just sort of weird. for the last three years i've had michelle here with me doing all the sound checks and setting up, it was just sort of odd not to have her here. you know? anyways i got to do the mike checks and in the back ground clay aiken was playing so i was singing along as kimmy set up the mikes and put everything together and mr. robson came in and was like... why dont you have any solos? i was like.... uh to fuck if i know. it was cool i like getting complimented by people other then my friends makes it seem worth more. my friends have to compliment me right,... its your job. anyways it was just sort of cool and me and britt and kim were all singing and acting stupid and stuff. and i;ve been asked to rejoin jazz choir so i think ill do that as well.
on another note i drove for the first time on the highway last night. THAT WAS FUN!! lol i finally got insurance on my little mercury topaz so i finally got to drive
i only freaked out once while i was going over the green bridge right before my house and that was only because there was another car coming from the other direction... itw as at night so the lights were starting to bug me. turns out there was about a four car lineup behind me and some guy yelled at me as i was turning into columbia beach..... i just sorta gave him the finger and kept driving. I DIDNT KILL ANYONE so im taking that as a good sign. hehehehe
other then that not a heck of a lot has happend. im trying to think. uhhhh... yea i dont know what else to write.


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