Death, destruction, devestation.

hahah just kidding.
Lifes been going pretty great, I wish I had all sorts of things to write but I don't. My life just isn't all that interesting. I'm either in the perfect mood. or I'm emo and bitchy. There's no happy medium anymore.
I'm at the point where I just want to sit by myself at the beach or something in the snow, wind and rain and just sit there till I stop. Does that make sense? Probably not, but that's the way I feel.
On the plus side I've been able to cry. I freaked out yesterday at Brittany for no reason so I ran away and just cried. It was fabulous. AT school! I was in shock, I haven't been able to do that since grade ten.
Anyways. I'm not really sure what I'm going on about. Recently I just haven't been able to be happy. I'll get random bursts of happiness. but then the littlest things sets me off and I get into this dark mood where I just want to be alone and sit on the computer and whine in my blog. I don't know things just arent working for me right now, and yah maybe it's pms. maybe its stress levels. but I'm fucking sick of it. I really just want to cry.