I could've taken it...

... I wish he had the balls to tell me how he felt. Trust me, I could've taken it. I happen to be a very strong and independant person. I always have been. I don't deal well with rejection, but who the fuck does? But when I do get rejected I can easily pick up the peices and move on. Usually I'll have seen it coming, see I may be strong, but I tend to let my emotions get the best of me, I follow my heart, not my mind.

Yea and you know what? I got screwed over this time, but I knew exactly what I was getting myself into. I'll look back in the future and say, wow I really messed up there, that was incredibly stupid. But I'll move on because, I don't let things like this bring me down. I'm Emmelz for fucks sakes!

Yea... I thought you all (aka michelle who is the only one who reads this) Needed to know that.